Are the Last Becoming First and the First Becoming Last?

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In episode 525 of the Soul Elevation Podcast, I share direct personal experiences around how spiritual insight, remembrance, and awakening actually arrive. Not in neat timelines, nor from beginning to end. But in spirals.

Over the last several months, and especially throughout November, I had been noticing how spiritual understanding unfolds in a way that feels very different from how we learn or remember things in our traditional 3D human experience. Instead of a linear progression, insights arrive in layers, patterns, echoes, and connections that move across time, memory, and consciousness all at once.

This episode is an invitation to recognize that if your own experiences feel disjointed, circular, or oddly timed, you are not doing anything wrong. You may actually be remembering something far deeper.

One of the most powerful examples I share comes from a recent trip to Berlin. While physically present in the now, my consciousness kept moving back and forth across decades. I found myself simultaneously aware of my adult self, my eleven year old self, and the collective memory of a pivotal moment in human history.

Being in Berlin during the anniversary period of the fall of the Berlin Wall (serendipitously, rather than purposefully during that time) activated personal memories from childhood, memories of watching history unfold on television, and a deeper awareness of how collective events imprint themselves into our energetic field.

At the same time, I was reading Communion by Whitley Strieber, a book deeply connected to ET contact, memory suppression, and experiences that span adulthood and childhood. The resonance between my physical environment, my personal memories, and the themes in the book created a powerful field of remembrance.

Nothing was accidental. Everything was layered.

Soul Memory and the Folds of Consciousness

One concept from Communion that deeply activated something within me was the idea that memories do not disappear. They fold.

These experiences live within the folds of consciousness, inaccessible at times, but never gone. This language resonated strongly with how I experience energy through sacred geometry. Geometry is full of angles, dimensions, and hidden planes. Some aspects are visible. Others are present but obscured until viewed from the right perspective.

This understanding reframes how we approach memory, shadow, and even healing. Just because something is not consciously remembered does not mean it is not influencing us.

I also speak openly in this episode about my own experiences with ET contact. While I do not have clear childhood memories of contact, I do have strong adult experiences involving physical sensations, energetic activations, and the clear perception of non physical beings working with me.

These experiences often occur in hypnagogic states and involve intense vibration at chakra points, heightened awareness, and moments where I can feel presence without seeing it physically. There is also a recurring pattern where analysis shuts down the experience, while surrender allows it to continue.

This mirrors what many people experience with clairaudience, light language, and multidimensional perception. The moment the analytical mind takes over, the signal drops.

Why Memories Return Without a Story

One of the most important reflections I share is that remembrance does not always arrive as a clear narrative. Sometimes it comes as resonance. Sometimes as pattern recognition. Sometimes as emotional or energetic familiarity without imagery.

In my case, the age of around eleven kept coming forward repeatedly. Not as a memory, but as a strong energetic signature connected to time periods, experiences, and themes that were aligning across multiple dimensions of my life.

This is how non linear awakening works. The soul gathers pieces across time until the pattern becomes visible.

As we evolve spiritually, we are given opportunities to bring things to completion. This does not always require physical interaction. Much of this work happens energetically.

Old relationships, unresolved emotions, unfinished soul contracts, and even forgotten aspects of self can return not to disrupt us, but to be healed and integrated.

If you have noticed people from your distant past coming into your awareness, themes resurfacing unexpectedly, or emotional waves that seem untethered to your present life, this may be part of your own ascension process.

I truly believe this pattern is in the collective field right now. I am hearing from many people who are experiencing similar non linear recall, sudden insights, and a sense that time is folding inward rather than moving forward.

This episode is an invitation to soften your need to make sense of everything immediately. Trust the intelligence of your soul. Allow the spiral to reveal itself in its own time.

Spiritual awakening is not a straight path. It is a living, breathing spiral of remembrance, healing, and expansion.

If this episode resonates with you, I invite you to reflect on what patterns are emerging in your own life. What is returning. What is asking to be seen. And what may finally be ready to come into completion.